Want to Come Back!

When you try so hard to be there for a friend and warn them multiple times about things only to watch them lie to you and do what they want yet again. I don't know what to do anymore honestly I feel like this friend just doesn't care and won't learn.
I think of how much I try for her and I think at times she's getting better only to allow herself to be drug back into it. No. She walks herself right back into it. I think about her....Then I think about the people on here and it just makes me want to meet all of you! I really want to come back and be more active on here with everyone. I feel like if I start to draw again I will. Sadly I don't have a computer that lets me do any art now and quite frankly my traditional is crap....So....I am in the process of saving up for a new computer.   I want to come back to all of you who I feel like just keep me sane. And for those of you who constantly dealt with my rants on here and still showed support, I would like to do some art for you in the future when I get to come back fully. As a thank you. Thank you for being my other family and always being here. Thank you for being a sane place for me to come to for advice. This year has been a bit crappy, but next year is going to be my recovery year on here. I want to get back into the streams, I would love to do chats and get involved with groups again. I hope those of you that stood by be will continue to while I get back into the swing of things! Thank you all again!